My car took a shit on me today.  That Mother fucking pile of shit!  I'm so sick of it breaking on me, I want a new car.  I already started looking on Auto Trader for a new one.  I found a couple that I like and can afford.

I really want this 2001 Camero, it's $10,999 though, and I'm not sure if I'll be able to get a loan for it. There's a couple other ones that I like too.

In other news, my best friend, Ashley, is dating one of my ex's. It's kinda weird, but I don't want it to be weird. She's really happy, and he's a really sweet guy. And I really want her to be happy, she's been really depressed lately, and it was really bringing me down. But I am really happy for her that this is all working out.

I really want this new Guess purse that I saw at Boston Store the other day, it's so great! Maybe that's what I'll ask for my birthday. That or a digital camera, yeah I still don't have one.... poo.

BTW: Today's my Birthday! 20 Baby!

Peace, Leave me some love ya'll!

Pineapple yogurt..... yum.

Ashley got me an i-shuffle for my birthday. It rocks, I'm enjoying it very much! It's bright green and very fun! And I got like $65 in itunes from everybody else! And I'm excited to spend it on some new tunes!

We're going for wings tonight at Incahoots! Yummy!  Ashley wants to bring her ex Chris, no one really likes him though. And she has to pick him up from Menomonee Falls, so if they go, we probably won't eat until 8p. But we're trying to work it out so we can eat sooner.

I got a new job too. Just for the summer though. Full time, $11.50, which is 50 cents more than I'm getting right now. Should be a little better than what I'm doing right now though.

Okay, I guess that's it for today.

Kind of random, but whatev....

I had a pretty fun time this weekend. There was quite a bit of unnecessary drama, but I guess that'll happen when two people go that just broke up.

The hotel we stayed at had 3 indoor waterparks; we stayed in a rentable condo for the night and that was awsome, the place slept 14. It was really nice.

I definatly did not get drunk enough though

Swimming was awsome; waterslades, wavepools, and hot, hot tubs! Not to mention the sexy lifegaurds that were around! And a few of the guys we were with, actually have very nice bodies! Who would have thought. Hooking up with Mike (not the 18 year old, the one in the group) was hott! And not to mention really good! Lol! We kind of have a little thing going on now. But I'm still unsure about dating someone in the group. I don't want to get screwed over again, and then look like a whore. We'll just see how this all goes.

I guess that's it for today.... No wait.....

One, two, three, four

Get your booty on the dance floor

Work it out, shake it little momma

Let me see you do the Jane Fonda

Okay, not obsessed or anything, peace out!

So I talked to Dan S. last night. I seriously think I haven't talked to him in like five months or longer! I've known him for probably, I want to say four years now. I dated him for a little bit when I was like seventeen, I think and he was twenty one at that time, I think.... he's twenty three now and I'll be twenty next week so that sounds about right. Anyway we stopped dating becuase I wasn't eighteen, and pretty much jail bait at the time. And then we didn't really talk to eachother for a while either, but now we're really close.

I miss Dan, I haven't seen him in way too long. We are planning on hanging out sometime next week. He has a girlfriend now too, which is a little disappointing to me, because we've always had a thing for eachother. I talked to him for about 20 minutes last night and we decided if he's not married by the time he's twenty eight, we're getting married. At first he said If we're both not married by the time we're 28, we should get married. Then I informed him that he's going to be 28 before I am, so is it by the time he's 28 or I am, and he decided that when he's 28 we'll get married; if we're not already of course.

Update on the party situation:

Everyone is mad at everyone else, it will be a fun weekend seeing as no one is really talking to each other.....  And I'm neutral, I'm not mad at anyone, and I don't think anyone's really mad at me either. But these poor people have to be in the same room as eachother because of my birthday party. This is ridiculous, why can't we all get along?

Okay, well I'm out for now.....

And it really makes me wonder, If I ever gave a fuck about you

I've been working out lately. Everyday this week actually. It feels great. I really want to get into shape. Not that I'm really fat or anything, I just want to work on getting my theighs and tummy toned; but who doesn't right? 

Random thought- I wish we had a hot UPS guy that came to deliver our packages where I work. I see this hot UPS guy out the window of work every other afternoon. He usually stops in the office across the hall from us. But when we get a UPS delivery, an older guy delivers it to us. Why can't we have the hot one? What the hell is up with that?!

I think I am semi stressing about this weekend (my party). I really want it to go smoothly. And I'm getting really anxious because we don't have specific plans or a time that we are planning on leaving on Saturday. We are just kinda winging it, which I guess is okay, but I'm the kind of person that needs some kind of plan. Ahhh! And the fact that a couple people are coming that I know will cause drama and that I don't really want to be there. Such as Ryan. Errr, that man really just erks me. Let's just drink our worries away! Lol!

Anyways, what's everyone's plans for this weekend?

Listening to:

Hey Baby, No Doubt

Pets, Porno for Pyros

Petrified Life And The Twice Told Joke,Gym Class Heroes

I Wonder, Kellie Pickler

Reelin' In the Years,Steely Dan

Turn Off the Light, Nelly Furtado

I'm getting my hair done tonight. Thank goodness too, because my roots look like some major shit!

I'm going to this chick Angie, she does Ashley's hair, I've never had her do my hair before, and I'm kind of nervous about it because this guy Randy has done my hair twice and I really like him and how he cuts it. I don't want her to screw up and cut it too short or cut retarded like, because I'm trying to grow out my hair but I need my ends/layers trimed. And another thing I'm nervious about is she won't cut it the same way Randy did it the last time I got my hair cut, and then it'll look retarded, and then I'll have to get it fixed by Randy. I'm thinking I'm going to color the underneeth part of my hair a brownish color too.

My party is this weekend too!

So apparently no one, especially Ashley cannot keep a secret in this group. She basically spilled the beans last night about where my Surprise of a party is going to be -- The Wilderness Resort, Wisconsin Dells! Whoot Whoo!

The only thing I am not psyched about my party is the fact that it's kind of a couples thing; and I'm not a couple! And it's MY PARTY! and I'm not a couple! Kevin was initially invited for me; you know, because we were dating- Yeah, he's not coming. Two single guys are suppose to be coming Nick and Tony, but who knows if they are even going to be interested in me and what not. And apparently Ryan might be coming, whoo whoo! NOT! I am so sick of his cocky-ass! I am just going to have to get totally smashed to not care. I just want to have a good time and have minimal drama. But I'm sure that's not going to happen. Just Drink More!

Done with school for the summer too! I'm hoping I just pass my Economics class.

This week has been pretty intense. to say the least.

Saturday I meet a new guy, Mike, tall, dark and pretty darn cute right, well I come to find out on Sunday that he's only 18, and a senior in high school. Ughh.. that kinda bust my bubble, I couldn't really tell his age on Saturday, but I've hung out with him a couple times this week, and yeah, he's definitely 18 and acts like it. He is constantly texting me, which isn't that bad but when you have nothing to say.... it's just annoying.

In other tradgic news....

Luke broke up with Ashley, they've been going out for 3 years. She is just heartbroken. I am so sad for her, she is in rough shape. I stayed over there twice this week, we worked out at the YMCA on Monday; which was brutal, then I got sick- feaverish sick, and missed one of my really important Economics class. And I think I totally bombed the final exam in that class.

I'm just releaved that this semester is over except for one last final I have on Monday. Then I'm done for the summer! Whoo Hoo!

Mike is seriously annoying me right now though; Here's our gay text convo:

M: O hi

S: What up?

M: Idk nothin

M I'll just talk to u whenever

S: What's that suppose to mean?

M: I will just talk to u later unles u want to text

M: Ok?

S: Yeah

M: Sorry, im just sad

S: Why are you sad?
M: Cuz I am

M: Just stuff

S: Well cheer up

M: I cant

M: So yea

M: You even wanna chill tonight

S: Sure, what do you want to do?
M: Idk u dont gotta I know u dont wanna

S: Whatever then

M: Huh

M: Thats gay

S: What? Why do u think I dont want to hang out? Are you mad at me because of last night?

M: What would make me mad about last night

S: Idk, you seemed mad when I left

M: Idk its fine

M: I cant let it bother me

S: Okay good. So why do you think I don't want to hang out?

M: Cuz I do - I just don't feel u wanna

Notice how he texts me something even when I don't respond to him... err. Annoying!

Okay... so Lunch? Yes!

If you haven't heard already, Kevin and I broke up. It was mutual, I didn't cry, I actually had a smile on my face the whole time. I'm okay with it, no really I am. It's not tradgic, not at all. I was more or less pissed off about it because the whole 3 weeks that I just wasted on him were way lame. And he's the one who wanted a girlfriend anyways, but he doesn't have the time, and I don't want a boyfriend that I never get to see and that doesn't have the time for me anyways.

Okay so..... Weekend plans:

Great Lakes Dragway! Everyone is going, it's Summit racing night. This should be fun!

Lots of guys will be involved! and I'm going to flirt with each and every one of them! jk/lol!

P.S. I totally can't wait till my B-day party! It is going to be off the chain! Whoot Whoot!

Peace out, have a great and fun weekend everybody!